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Still so tired ... Posted at 7:45 AM
This year has lived too long. Posted at 7:44 AM
From the manager at a staff meeting for the office I'll work at this year: "So Paul, how do you feel about not being a manager this year?" WTF? Posted at 7:16 AM
So many great, talented, wonderful people dying during the past week and yet here I still am. Why? Why am I still here when I don't even want to be? Posted at 7:11 AM
... and the fun continues <sarcasm> Posted at 8:08 AM
... and now onward to getting repairs for the flat tire Santa left me. I wasn't able to do anything with it yesterday because - Christmas. Nice, huh? Posted at 8:40 AM
Merry fucking Christmas. Posted at 8:54 AM
Why oh why can't I sleep more? Posted at 6:38 AM
Who cares if CHristmas is coming up, let's screw Paul - he still hasn't broken completely yet!! Posted at 8:47 AM
I need to sleep more. Posted at 6:21 AM
I need to stop thinking things are so bad because they just get worse, showing me it wasn't nearly as bad as I'd thought earlier. Posted at 6:54 AM
Even colder. Posted at 7:34 AM
What do you do when you have nothing to live for? Posted at 8:01 AM
Meh. Posted at 6:47 AM
Cold. Posted at 7:13 AM
Why oh why can't this end ... Posted at 6:27 AM
LIfe sucks ... and when it doesn't it blows. Posted at 6:35 AM
It's cold in here. I can't decide if this is better than the sauna that was my last apartment or not. Strange to think these two apartments are on the same floor of the same building. Posted at 8:25 AM
Bleak. Posted at 8:19 AM
... and the snow and deep cold arrive ... Posted at 5:45 AM
Snow! Snow ... (the excitement doesn't last as long as when I was a kid) Posted at 8:50 AM
Still hell. Posted at 7:53 AM
I do things by the rules, trying to be as detailed and accurate as possible, and I still get fucked. It's practically every time. Is it just me ? Or is this world simply simply a shit-filled hell hole that rewards bad behavior and crushes anything good or right? Posted at 8:08 AM
I should know better to think that - even with help - things will turn out positively. I guess that'll show me. Posted at 8:08 AM
Why can't I have a simple life? Posted at 7:27 AM
Wheeee! I need sleep. Posted at 8:34 AM
Even I'm getting cold now, so it must be closing in on Winter. Posted at 8:24 AM
Nothing good ever happens. Posted at 7:02 AM
<Sigh> Posted at 6:56 AM
Why do bad people always get ahead? Posted at 7:08 AM
Tired. Always so tired. Posted at 7:31 AM
Journal, by Paul Cales, © December 2016
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December 31, 2016
