Swaying grass, green and yellow, waving in my face, standing
tall as me,
Surrounding me like a sea, enfolding me in flowing waves.
Take me away from the world of solid gray and black -
the
world of throbbing black and blue

the
world where I fear the pooling white and red.
A heady scent, rich and strong, earthy and clean, soaking my brain,
Filling me with natural purity, cleansing me in loamy fullness.
Wash me clean of the acrid stench of fear and heat -

the
sickening smell of smoke and sourness

the
taint of defilement that replaced my innocence.
The fleeting caress, the softest rhythm, grazing my body, dancing
on my skin,
Soothing from all directions, thin green limbs restoring sensation.
Massage my soul and free me from the paralysis of tension and
numbness -

the
ache of hurt and stiffness

the
feelings of pain and pleasure.
Whisper in the breeze, rustle soothing words, speak to my hope,
color my thoughts,
Tell me all I need to hear, repeat my salvation like a mantra.
Remove all doubts and guilt from my world of crying and pleading
-

my
world of smacks and screams

my
world of haunted moaning.