Journal Archives from theDreamworld ... August 2016

August 2016

August 31, 2016

Another month dies while I still don't. Great.

Posted at 8:48 AM

August 30, 2016

... not just anybody ...

Posted at 7:58 AM

August 29, 2016

: (

Posted at 7:34 AM

August 28, 2016

More of the same ...

Posted at 7:58 AM

August 27, 2016

Still hot.

Posted at 7:54 AM

August 26, 2016

I seem to be winning over the cold, but I still feel crappy from the cold, so "winning" isn't quite the right word to use.

Posted at 7:43 AM

August 25, 2016

Or the fog may not be lifting.

I hate having depression.

Posted at 7:53 AM

August 24, 2016

The fog may be lifting.

I have been less depressed the past three or four days, and that's a huge change. And I'm pleased to see it. This has been a rough run of depression.

But of course since nothing can ever just be good news, I have a nasty Summer cold that has gotten worse as my depression has gotten better. IT's very unpleasant.

Lucky me.

Posted at 7:33 AM

August 23, 2016

Tired. Why am I always so tired?

Posted at 7:21 AM

August 22, 2016

America, why are you such a tabloid nation?

Posted at 7:41 AM

August 21, 2016

Tired but passed the AFTR test with great scores last night. That's something at least.

Posted at 8:34 AM

August 20, 2016

I had a pleasant dinner with my friend Chris from Chicago along with his spouse Simone and their wonderful son Quincy. I haven't seen Chris in a few years and this was the first time to finally meet Simone and Quincy. It was a wonderful time, and while I wish I could have spent even more time with them, it was great they even stopped in Toledo on their trip at all, just to see me, so I truly appreciate it.

I need more shining moments like this in my life.

Posted at 7:49 AM

August 19, 2016

Why must it be so hot - day after day after day ...

Posted at 7:18 AM

August 18, 2016

Fighting this depression is nearly impossible. I haven't given up trying, but it's ridiculous how much of a struggle I have to put up.

Posted at 8:08 AM

August 17, 2016

Head - aches - killing.

Posted at 7:52 AM

August 16, 2016

I am losing my mind.

Posted at 7:11 AM

August 15, 2016

A dreary day, like my life.

Posted at 8:06 AM

August 14, 2016

Why make such a horrible world when with no effort at all we could have one so much better?

Posted at 8:25 AM

August 13, 2016

Getting nowhere fast.

Posted at 8:18 AM

August 12, 2016

So.
Fucking.
Hot.

Posted at 8:24 AM

August 11, 2016

Living is not simply existing.

Posted at 8:19 AM

August 10, 2016

Hmmm ...

Posted at 7:50 AM

August 9, 2016

What next?

With this much new stuff to fuel my depression, why should I expect the unpleasant surprises to stop? That's not how my life works at all.

So what's next? What horrible shit does the universe have in store for me next?

Posted at 7:18 AM

August 8, 2016

8+8=16

8/8/16

Posted at 8:51 AM

August 7, 2016

Hot, sweaty, depressed to the point of feeling oppressed, and with a massive headache that won't go away. THis seems to be the new normal. Lucky me.

Posted at 9:05 AM

August 6, 2016

Everybody - Hot, Hot, Hot!!

Posted at 7:17 AM

August 5, 2016

Of course.

Of course they would change the management arrangements at HRB for the coming year such that where there were 26 spots last year there will now be 13. Dandy.

Of course.

Posted at 7:52 AM

August 4, 2016

Why not me?

Posted at 7:22 AM

August 3, 2016

I knew there were circles of Hell, but who knew there are blocks, too?

Posted at 7:37 AM

August 2, 2016

This depression is hell enough without the unbearable heat this year. But I get the heat, too ...

Posted at 7:19 AM

August 1, 2016

New month; old depression.

Posted at 7:54 AM